diary

logging my ramblings, absent thoughts, and random phrases. my personal blog is on my kofi.

10/29/24 sweet is sleep to me and even more to be of stone,
while the wrong and shame endure.
to be without sight or sense is a most happy change for me,
therefore do not rouse me. hush! speak low.

8/24/24 shared joy is a double joy, shared sorrow is half a sorrow

8/24/24 that which is unknown and unseen commands the greatest fear - culexus temple

8/22/24 immaculate integrity and reputation should not be hoarded alone. distribute these virtues to avert envy, avoid trouble, and safeguard oneself

6/17/24 wild and pure and forever free!

6/10/24 defeat oneself before defeating others - the double

6/7/24 living is the best revenge against your enemies - the double

6/6/24 mods crush their balls

6/2/24 you look like i need a drink

5/30/24 sweetness is the taste of life - new life begins

5/29/24 the only way to exist in an insane society, is also to be insane yourself - pobelter

5/29/24 my thirst for power vs my incapable body - i descend into madness as chat watches and laughs as i struggle, maybe this is my new life - let the fires consume me then, and let me acclimate to this new life

5/28/24 may the next beer not impede our speech but guide our words

5/27/24 love is destructive - eva

5/27/24 hunt train message: if you’re reading this: tense your jaw and shoulders, tighten your entire body, don’t drink water for 48 hours. You got this ♥

5/22/24 its all happened before, and somehow will happen again

5/16/24 sphinx of black quartz, judge my vow

4/30/24 i want to explore the library of alexandria

4/26/24 never knows best

4/21/24 the medicine makes me groggy

4/15/24 whose eyes are those eyes?

4/15/24 little by little, little makes a lot

4/10/24 i am a cog to my work. i am just a body. i am not a human. the childhood dream is tainted

4/9/24 work was stressful, i went skateboarding afterwards and listened to siouxsie and the banshees and felt better

4/8/24 i saw the eclipse darken the cloudy sky today, and for a moment outside my office i watched it alone - it was peaceful, quiet

4/7/24 i aint smoking no more, but i aint smokin no less

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