[ who am i ]

im sneer. my goal in life is to make the world a better place through advancing science, creating art, and spreading kindness. i struggle with anxiety, depression, agoraphobia, and communicating with others. i created this site and my live stream as a way to connect with others - i am introverted yet desire connection. i hope to leave a good impact on earth and those around me, and to make sure i leave this place in a better condition for future generations. im flawed, cursed, and fearful, but filled with love and hope. i just want to be useful.

[ likes ]

• sweets - desserts (creme brule, cheesecake, tiramisu, ice cream/sorbet/italian ice), snacks (candy, fruits)
• video games - mmos such as wow or ffxiv, strategy, turn based, roguelikes, deck builders, farming sim
• science - engineering (electrical, aerospace, testing, software, structural), computer science (IT, PC building, web design/building, homelab, cybersecurity)
• horror - scary movies, horror video games, horror manga, args
• reading - fiction (dystopian, psychological), nonfiction (engineering, compsci, health)
• quiet places - gardens, parks, libraries, book stores, my room
• rain - light downpour if walking outside, heavy dowpour if inside
• nature - plants (flowers, fungi, fruits, vegetables, foraging, trees), water (beaches, waterfalls, rivers)
• music - pop (2000s, modern pop, kpop, cpop, jpop, jersey crush club, nightcore), rock (emo rock, goth rock, punk rock, classic rock), jazz (classic jazz, jazz house), rap, edm (house, drum and bass trance, dubstep, chillstep), classical
• snotballs

[ dislikes ]

• heights
• loud noises
• bright lights
• small spaces
• betrayal
• apathy

[ my goals ]

• to be safe
• to be happy
• to have fun
• to make the world a better place

[ hobbies ]

• playing video games
• listening to music
• skateboarding
• writing
• coding
• reading
• researching
• skincare

[ favorite musicians ]

• 6arelyhuman
• my chemical romance
• lady gaga
• britney spears
• frank ocean
• sisters of mercy
• grimes
• lil peep
• the weeknd
• system of a down
• kali uchis
• mariah carey

[ favorite music genres ]

• goth rock
• 2000s pop
• scenecore / krushclub
• rap
• emo rock
• hyperpop
• nightcore
• classical
• jazz
• drum and bass
• trance
• rnb
• classical

[ favorite manga ]

• blame!
• berserk
• claymore
• girls' last tour
• yotsuba&!
• litchi hikari club
• sasurai emanon

[ favorite anime ]

• neon genesis evangelion
• lucky star
• ouran high school host club
• death note
• nichijou
• azumanga daiou
• mahou shoujo madoka magica
• overlord
• rozen maiden
• squid girl

[ favorite video games ]

• ffxiv
• wow (retail, legion, classic, hardcore)
• stardew valley
• elden ring
• dark souls 3
• princess maker series
• slay the spire
• vampire survivors
• shin megami tensei 3
• backpack battles
• civ 6
• bloons tower defense 6
• holocure: save the fans!
• super auto pets

[ favorite foods ]

• pho
• edamame
• mangos
• ramen
• sweet potato fries
• sourdough bread
• creme brulee
• lumpia
• chicken adobo with rice
• chicken noodle soup
• bbq (korean, american, filipino)
• roasted broccoli

[ favorite drinks ]

• jasmine green tea
• cold ice water with lime
• thai tea
• matcha latte with oatmilk
• smoothies
• orange juice
• strawberry slushie
• cranberry juice
• ginger ale

[ favorite movies ]

• spirited away
• battle royale
• midsommar
• coraline
• howls moving castle
• kill bill vol. 1
• the blair witch project
• hereditary
• the tale of princess kaguya

[ favorite cdramas ]

• story of yanxi palace
• ruyi's royal love in the palace
• new life begins
• royal feast
• song of youth
• legend of hao lan
• ashes of love

[ favorite animals ]

• cats
• dogs
• birds
• frogs
• capybara

[ favorite plants ]

• jasmine
• mint
• aloe vera
• hydrangea
• cherry blossum
• black lily
• black tulip
• lily of the valley
• lavender