[ who am i ]

im sneer. my goal in life is to make the world a better place, advance science, create art, and spread kindness. i struggle very badly with anxiety and depression, and have problems communicating with others. i created this site as a way to connect with others, same thing with my stream, because i am introverted yet yearn for connection. i hope to leave a good impact on earth, and make sure i leave it in a better condition for future generations. im flawed, troubled, cursed, broken, afraid, and nihilistic, but filled with love and desperation.

likes

• sweets - desserts (creme brule, cheesecake, tiramisu, ice cream/sorbet/italian ice), snacks (candy, fruits)
• video games - mmos such as wow or ffxiv, strategy, turn based, roguelikes, deck builders, farming sim
• science - engineering (electrical, aerospace, testing, software, structural), computer science (IT, PC building, web design/building, homelab, cybersecurity)
• horror - scary movies, horror video games, horror manga, args
• reading - fiction (dystopian, psychological), nonfiction (engineering, compsci, health)
• quiet places - gardens, parks, libraries, book stores, my room
• rain - light downpour if walking outside, heavy dowpour if inside
• nature - plants (flowers, fungi, fruits, vegetables, foraging, trees), water (beaches, waterfalls, rivers)
• music - pop (2000s, modern pop, kpop, cpop, jpop, jersey crush club, nightcore), rock (emo rock, goth rock, punk rock, classic rock), jazz (classic jazz, jazz house), rap, edm (house, drum and bass trance, dubstep, chillstep), classical
• snotballs

dislikes

• heights
• loud noises
• bright lights
• small spaces
• betrayal
• apathy

my goals

• to be safe
• to be happy
• to have fun
• to make the world a better place

hobbies

• playing video games
• listening to music
• skateboarding
• writing
• coding
• reading
• researching
• skincare

favorite musicians

• 6arelyhuman
• my chemical romance
• lady gaga
• britney spears
• frank ocean
• sisters of mercy
• grimes
• lil peep
• the weeknd
• system of a down
• kali uchis
• mariah carey

favorite music genres

• goth rock
• 2000s pop
• scenecore / krushclub
• rap
• emo rock
• hyperpop
• nightcore
• classical
• jazz
• drum and bass
• trance
• rnb
• classical

favorite games

• ffxiv
• wow (legion, classic, hardcore)
• stardew valley
• elden ring
• dark souls 3
• princess maker series
• slay the spire
• vampire survivors
• shin megami tensei 3
• backpack battles
• civ 6
• bloons tower defense 6
• holocure: save the fans!
• super auto pets

favorite manga

• blame!
• berserk
• claymore
• girls' last tour
• litchi hikari club
• sasurai emanon

favorite anime

• neon genesis evangelion
• lucky star
• ouran high school host club
• death note
• nichijou
• azumanga daiou
• mahou shoujo madoka magica
• overlord
• rozen maiden
• squid girl

favorite foods

• pho
• edamame
• mangos
• ramen
• sweet potato fries
• sourdough bread
• creme brulee
• lumpia
• chicken adobo with rice
• chicken noodle soup
• bbq (korean, american, filipino)
• roasted broccoli

favorite drinks

• jasmine green tea
• cold ice water with lime
• thai tea
• matcha latte with oatmilk
• smoothies
• orange juice
• strawberry slushie
• cranberry juice
• ginger ale

favorite movies

• spirited away
• battle royale
• midsommar
• coraline
• howls moving castle
• kill bill vol. 1
• the blair witch project
• hereditary
• the tale of princess kaguya

favorite cdramas

• story of yanxi palace
• ruyi's royal love in the palace
• new life begins
• royal feast
• song of youth
• legend of hao lan
• ashes of love

favorite animals

• cats
• dogs
• birds
• frogs
• capybara

favorite plants

• jasmine
• mint
• aloe vera
• hydrangea
• cherry blossum
• black lily
• black tulip
• lily of the valley
• lavender